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🙏 Dear Charlie,

I see many people deeply animated by your passing. Some deeply sad, and some do believe you are with the creator. Or closer to home, at least.

So I assume you may understand, and will forgive me, but I wanted to put this into words at least for the sake of the loved ones you left behind, if not to save myself from the wrath of those who do not understand the divine plan, yet!

My heart pains when I think about the kids you left behind, who will now have to grow up without the guidance of a loving father. 

Instead, they will have to grow up under a shadow of a man.

Erected by the most vile parts of our society.

As their guiding pillar.

(But kids learn the world better than we do, so I have hope that they will find the way ✊)

So yes, of course I give a fuck about their plight. And yours too, to be propelled to the forefront, and used immensely, building up so many hopes, only for all those to be taken down in an instance! So I am sorry that I haven't given my fucks earlier. It just has been a lot.

But honestly,  I do not want to take all the blame. I don't think it's my fucks generating capacity that has gone down, (it has too, but different scales); but just the sheer number of fucks to be given has gone up drastically (-- in which regard, obviously, your acts have not really helped, but I digress -- ), and I am trying to catch up. 

But I do apologize, 
Rest in Peace

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